After I wrote my last post, the pain in my right knee worsened. The physiotherapist told me it was bursitis. My doctor had me take x-rays, which showed inflammation, that would require an MRI to determine the cause. I have been constantly relaxing and cut out all my usual activity, apart from going to work. Now it feels better. I even went to the park today, to feed the ducks lettuce and mushrooms and lentils. They only seemed to like the lettuce.
I worked on the 25th and 26th, and was mostly alone. I cannot remember ever feeling more apathetic about Christmas, then I did this year. A few times I tried to meditate on Jesus being born and the significance of that. But it fell flat. All I could think about for three days was that I had no wine at home.